I'm Never Letting Myself Down

SF's

2009-12-02T15:48:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm reviving my blog , it has been months since i last wrote something or touched this dead blog.

okay so holidays has started but i don't really have the whole holiday mood yet like how other is, but its okay i know i will soon be attached to this whole holidays and i'm sure i will spend it with pleasure.

so yesterday was sher-fyonn's potluck party,what can i say ;

great food , awesome peoples and nice house.LOL.

there was too many photo's so i've decided to make it into a few collage.

so here you go.

urgh stupid blogspot, the photos was meant to be bigger but idk why its so small , okay so that concludes the whole thing , and btw i'm going on hols tomorrow;=]]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE!

2009-10-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

lol i sent you a sms this afternoon but i heard that your aunt kept your phone or something so i'm going to wish you HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN .=]

ps/ click on the picture .

exam's coming up , so no updates until its over.

2009-09-14T16:10:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking out i can't find any of them!
where are they OMG I'M GOING TO DIE

shit happens so just deal with it. "quote unknown.

Muzik?isn't that in Bahasa Melayu?LOL

2009-09-04T22:47:00.005+08:00

watched music bank today and guessed what G-Dragon performed !OMG is all i can think of

besides that 4minute came back with a new song called For Muzik?not bad i like it though.

here's the song .def' check it out.

i'm SO obsessed with KPOP .OH CRAP LOL but its nice . =]]
besides liking their music ; i'm so into korean guys HAHA.

Park JaeBeom omg his muscle's are like WOAH,

next post is coming up just wait for it , =]

2009-09-03T20:43:00.007+08:00

it's been a long road , but i'm glad i've finally found it.

- holidays was fun with youtube!LOL

school just reopened and its still the same ; crazy friends screaming around + piles of homeworks.

anyways i'm really tired of updating my blog .

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO MEGAN

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!!

anyways here's some pictures.

man ying

taken during ame's birthday =]

CHEERS!

We preparing the food.LOL

jolene ;

sue chuin

okay thats it for now,

wait, i just saw this from kpop and what can i say he is turnin hotter day by day gosh.

somehow he looks like leeminho ?=/

still he is hotter! LOL

blogger is getting on my nerves !Gah the picture quality suppose to be like super good but ended up like this on blogger.

Currrently Listening To : Jon Mclaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

WTH

2009-08-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?ITS TOM FELTON?OMG

GD'S NEW SINGLE .

chery is in love with it haha.

2009-08-15T20:32:00.010+08:00

Hello * waves* haha,

i can't stand seeing my blog like this so i've decided to update LOL.

so what have i been up to?nothing much actually OH yeah YE SALES. haha i had fun ,though there were some not so good things occur but its all fine now ,

now i'm good flood this post with pictures.TEEHEE.

PCGHS

Phor Tay

DATO ONN

BUKIT JAMBUL if i'm not mistaken

CGL

RAJA TUN UDA

UNION

now i'm going to blind your eyes with our company's photos' MUAHAHA.

pretending to work

LOL

some products from other stores.

TADAAH OUR NAME

VAINERS
su lin

tadaah there's actually more photos' but i'm not going to post it up haha.

and i'm so pround of myself for updating such a long post
*bravo chery bravo* you did great! haha.

anyways there's other things to update about but i don't have certain pictures and some photo's quality are just baad. so yeah hols are coming up and i'm excited , not exactly excited due to some reason but overall i think it will be a great holiday! enjoy.

PEACE;

ps:/I set up a new playlist so check it out okay and click on my ads THANKS.

2009-07-17T22:40:00.001+08:00

watched harry potter

and i think it was awsome!

its up to you on what you think about me ,

and i don't bother knowing it .

2009-06-30T23:16:00.001+08:00

i tried so hard but i failed in the end so whats the point?

i should be doing revision by now but i'm here blogging which doesn't make any sense at all.

high school oh high school

2009-06-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

in a blink of an eye its already mid of june, i wonder how many more day am i able to spend it with my friends, those who were there for me all this while,

i never thought this day would come but someday it will and by that time we will all go our separate ways, i mean we all eventually will.

This year wasn't so great afterall, there are still conflict and all , so high school but i guess thats high school right ? Prevention is always taken but it somehow just will happen, i do think people should give and take yeah, i mean what all this about?at the end of the day its either you have your friends or not , my wish is to be like last time,but thats impossible but at least keep that memory in your brains or somewhere where you will remember the good times we had together ,

no matter what it is ,

no matter how long we don't talk to each other,

no matter what mistakes we have done,

no matter how long it takes

promise me that we are always friends that understands each other.

in my whole schooling life , i'm been through alot like yeah but it is always the same things that keeps happening and i'm bored of it , i just want a less complicated life and have more fun form 4 seems so old like really old, so i don't plan to waste my time on doing nonsense and focus more on my goal and i'm trying to spend time with my friends more, whoever that is reading this seriously i care about all of you , its just a different way of showing it doesn't means that i don't care for you at all because i do , if you have any problems i'm always .hah i think this post is long enough to last one week.

here's some pictures i just found in my comp,

Selling food for prs.=]

form 4 . hah good times good times.

Nabilah's last sukan tambahan i missed her =[

i just want to say thanks for everything you all have done for me, birthdays or whatever that is , i'm really proud to be a friend of yours.

just rants

2009-06-20T18:10:00.003+08:00

going off for Fathers' Day celebration tonigh will update about it later on.

what should i update about?hmm, any suggestions ?

=]

2009-06-05T02:31:00.001+08:00

going to update soon.=]

im still awake watching youtube video's .its just hilarious.

seriously daddy please take me please!*begging*

time for a change.

2009-05-31T14:33:00.003+08:00

i've abandoned this blog long enough.Lol
SO YEAH I'M UPDATING HAPPY?

thanks to pat i'm in love with old songs again somehow.gah its nice though and i have this crave for koreans HAH. nothing much happened lately just random stuff and yeah random things.
1. Do you believe in dejavu?I didn't believe it at first , but it does exist and its really weird.
2. I;m actually 16 already thats like so fast.
3. I really need to get away from penang i'm going to go nuts if i'm here the
entire holidays.
4. NIE IS FINALLY DONE.
ps:// we did filming and photoshooting .*fun*

here's some pictures , its not edited yet i will try my best to edit it as soon as i'm free , but for now i'm going to show you some random shots.

i'm going crazy

2009-05-09T00:44:00.001+08:00

omg exams are killing me
i'm so stressed about it i don't know why.LOL

i REALLY want to update but i don't have the time FOR NOW.hah.

memories are beautiful

2009-05-03T14:30:00.005+08:00

gah i don't have the intention to blog actually just got back from physics tuition.=]

okay so i think most of you saw photos from orchestra concert right?

but still i'm going to post it up and some random pictures i found from my old hard drive.

3hijau2008(imissyouguys)

april2009(modhouse)

march2009(sueandhercrazyness)

march2009(myhouse)

april2009(afittingroom)

2006(omgicantbelieveipostthisup)

orchestra night 2009(worstofall)

it was a crazy yet hectic night , but we had fun taking photos!haha
going to update soon on birthdays and maybe certain things

-i can't take it anymore
YOU are insane
YOU make no sense
YOU keep telling me to do this while i'm tellin' do it the other way round
WE hope that YOU will shut up one day.=]

koh jid mal

2009-04-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

I'M BORED , LOL.

this is specially dedicated to a friend of mine.

2009-04-17T19:54:00.001+08:00

i'm so sorry for your lost,

cheer up we are always here for you , everything will be alright.

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

someone's watching over me - hillary duff.

addiction i said.

2009-04-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

okay i finally think of updating my blog haha.

so , i'm here to talk about MY BIGGEST OBSESSION FOR NOW.

KOREAN BANDS.

haha, few of my friends think i'm crazy partly because i don't understand what they are saying but hey the music is more important and besides you can get translated lyrics too right?haha.

okay i'm gonna share a few of it ,

BIG BANG.

HARU HARU
still one of my fav songs'.so sad
i recommand everyone to listen to it gah.

second is TVXQ/DBSK

doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou , currently addicted to this song.LOL
this so is ages ago, but its so nice.i can't stop listening to it.

thirdly, SUJU(Super Junior)

a funny group i saw some of their videos' and seriously its hilarious!and and

KIBUM,DONGHAE,SIWON. haha.

lastly,Epik High

i'm kinda into their music more that their appearance.=]

thats all for now, and stop saying i don't update i do okay see LOL

ps/ i've plenty of stuff to update about still ;

sports day, ye moments, random shots.

i'll be back.

"a few more days to go"

i'm glad it's over

2009-04-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

FINALLY ! i;ve got a new computer! wheee, means i get to update more often and won't be stuck suddenly like how i used to .garh, will be updating just not now.

i'm back in the business

2009-03-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

was going through some blogs, and yes i'm back in the blogging buisness.haha.
i find that younger people are so funny nowadays. haha.
and they have VERY interesting blogs.
i've been going through this blog very often lately and i find that not everyone is in the position they want to.
and you can't always be with the one you truly like in a way.
"if you want something you have to give up something as return for the favor you asked."
hmm, i missed those moments when i have crushes.LOL.
its a funny thing ,
it makes you feel happy and sad at the same time
sometimes you can't make up your mind just because of that
all you will think of is that someone.yeah.

okay enought of rants for today, hah,i find myself getting older and older each day.
but NO I'M NOT OLD IN THAT WAY (THE AGEING KIND ) , i;m just a teenager going through ups and downs and still learning from my mistakes
learning how people feel is fun, thus blogging is a way of expressing how people feel nowadays.

hmm, i'm suprise with what i've wrote don't ask why i wrote this , because i don't know also.

"its not something that can be exchanged with gold."

random-ness.

2008-12-26T21:12:00.006+08:00

first of all, i would like to wish all of you merry christmas and happy new year!!

i had a wonderful time celebrating christmas with a bunch of friends; it was something different but turned out great.
let's just put it this way it was something unexpected.
i will update on it as soon as i recieve the pictures from sue chuin and ame .

i'm thinking of having a party on new year's eve, ; any suggestions?

and i'm really sorry for the lack of updates and change of new layout i've been trying to find one but just not what i'm looking for, so yes i'm planing of making one.

i will have a proper update soon alright this is just a short post .

something random but it was fun.

Dooms day

2008-12-21T23:30:00.005+08:00

i actually planned to update but i just received a bad news and i'm pretty in shocked still practically. the worst thing has happened, i really don't mind getting my results i just don't know what i'm going to choose and okay IS TOO SOON TO GET RESULTS.i'm effin' serious.
getting results means making wise choice for future, which i'm not ready and don't want to be.when i thought of it my brain is in pain and it's killing me i don't know what i want i don't , i always wanted to go science stream but now , is 50/50. Is not like i want to be doctor or something but still i'm confused about what i really want. I'm this person that hates to make decision - when it comes to making one i always try to escape but this time is not escaping.

part 3

2008-12-20T16:25:00.001+08:00

This will be the last part of All about her.

Her Good sides
She is a good adviser, friend and person.She's willing to go to the extreme to help her friends.She respects her parents.She shares the benefits she gets.She makes people laugh.She talks to people like she have known them for their whole life even though they are not very close her.She doesn't buy lausy presents for people.hmmm....She's not very picky about food.

Thats all....She coming back tomorrow so I'll hand her back her blog.Choaz people.....

signing off,
yanne

Part 2

2008-12-19T16:04:00.002+08:00

As promised this is a continuing post of the 18th December.

Her Bad Habits

She likes to shake her leg.
She likes to swing her long ponytail hair.
She likes to jump into people's conversation.
She likes to talk in a funny tune.LOL
She likes to stalk Hot guys.
She likes to stay up until the middle of the night.
She always forget her homework.XD
She tend to forget about everything when she's watching her drama.
She often have her drama marathon.
She likes to wash her hair during the am.
She's very kepo.lol

to be continued the last part of the post.......

Part 1 All about her...

2008-12-18T15:46:00.004+08:00

This is a schedules post.so yeah.As Cherylnn's friend I would like to talk about her personalities,her bad habits and also her good habits.(Don't kill me after you read this)

Firstly,

Her Personalities

She is a blur person.I rated her a type 56.
She is most likely to talk about Hot guys.lol
She hates insects.
Sometimes she have very bad mood swings.
She likes to sleep A LOT.
She love/adores her bed.
She is a shopaholic. a very serious one.
She likes to buy stuff which she don't really use.
She wants to marry a millionaire.
She talks when she is sleeping.
And sometimes she kicks and hits people during her sleep.
She's always smiling.Not like me....lol
She is ridiculously funny in a way.
She's a very competitive person.She just don't show it.
She's a helpful person.
She's a friendly person.

To be continued on the 19th December.....

I'm the greatest friend among planets

2008-12-17T14:02:00.017+08:00

Heyy people!!! In case you don't know I'm not Cherylnn. According to my calculations she should be in Hong Kong already .I'm just being a great friend updating this blog for her.She better be thankful and buy loads of prezzys for me!!!!LOL.While she's shopping with joy in Hong Kong,
I'm stuck in Penang. Yess awful much eyyy.But I'm of to camp tommorrow but I'll schedule some post so you people will be entertain. Ai sendiri punya blog also tak update, and I am updating for her.This type of friend pupus d.Cannot find d.Anyhow I think its enough for now.Sayonara people......

Jesse Mccartney Hot!!!!

signing off for cherylnn,
Yanne

i'm leavin'

2008-12-17T01:21:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving approximately another 6 hours i think? Penang oh penang finally i'm getting out of you!LOL. this will be a great chance for me to think and to clear my mind and get ready for next year,so before i leave I'm here saying bye to all of you. I WILL MISS PLURK AND MY BLOG.

anyhow i will try my best to update when I'm in hk and i just realize there's so many people who went to hk this year,LOL. and i don't know why i'm going ; just for the sake of leaving penang is the main point and the second is for shopping,TEEHEE.

bye

not everything is possible

2008-12-11T14:10:00.004+08:00

okay let's update about something random, i went out on monday!LOL

and i watched a malay movie called LOS DAN FAUN , which at first i thought it was crap, but it turned out to be funny, you people out there should watch it. i rate it 8/10

everyone is on a vacation i think? so many of them is not in penang and i'm still here,still thinking of what to do everyday. same old thing happen to me everyday when i wake up asking myself what am i going to do today? or what's wrong with me, and i don't know , there's just so many things to think of . i've mention it in my previous post, the year 2008 is going to end so soon we literally going back to school again. sigh.

-things to do before year 2008 ends.

1. make solutions for problems that are hunting me.

2. have fun

3. all of us( close friends only) should gather together someday, which i do hope is soon. whoever( close friends only) is reading this right now, i want you all to know i really miss the time is school where we had so much fun , rotting together, fooling around and hitting each other, i still remember i cried on the last day of school because i know is going to be different from now onwards.

4. i need to shop till i drop when i'm in hk.

5. get new stuff for school.

okay i guess, some of it is too much, but still i haven been spending much lately so i should deserve some shopping time right?LOL. i will stop here for now, like i said i will try my very best to keep you people updated. oh and please do comment and leave a msg!

not everything is possible;

when is broken ; it couldn't be fixed anymore.

2008-12-07T23:13:00.003+08:00

is not a good thing that i keep abandoning my blog, so I'm here again.

twilight,- i think it is a nice movie and edward cullen is really hot, but the story book is way better.

life- pretty well, same ol' routine everyday; been really free.=[

there's things i want to say;

a distance is keeping me away from it; things that i didn't want to face. there's so many reasons to hide from it , but thats not how things should be.

came to think of it , the year of 2008 is going to end soon - just a few more weeks, so far i've been doing nothing . Next year is going to be so different from the years i've been in secondary, i don't know why but it just seems to be like that. Is going to be so much more hectic and stressful , all those school activities, clubs and society is just stressing me out already, is feels like when you get older there is so much more responsibilities you have to carry on. I hate it when it comes to responsibilities and stress, it kills me. Though i hate it, i have to bare with it, i don't have a choice. I"ll talk about this some other times, got to go, bye

ps/blog under construction so i won't be updating that often but i will try to.

her birthday !Happy Birthday B

2008-11-20T01:26:00.008+08:00

I've finally decided to rescue my DEAD BLOG. I'm practically gonna blog everyday, at least that is what i hope .

something recent.=]
here's some pictures' from my friend's birthday bash.

the host.=]

and some random shots' throughout the day.so enjoy.

i'm done with it .

incomplete

2008-11-12T21:13:00.011+08:00

okay , my blog is dead, not exactly dead by still it bores me though. recently , my school planned to take the form3 girls' to pantai kerachut.so here's some photos.

~~(incomplete post.)~~

~~there is still alot of photos' to go but i'm lazy , i will upload another time.i promise.~~

okay here you go, a post. a complete one.=]

i don't understand myself

2008-11-08T22:51:00.005+08:00

love the picture,its so sweet

have you ever notice people around you?i meant people whom you don't know and never
thought you would be friends with. i have, and its somehow weird?i don't know why but lately i've been thinking a lot , from friends to future, then back to friends again.sigh' it will never end.
how i hope everything never happened , and we're all still friends?hey that will be great .On second thoughts things happened for a reason and if its meant to be no matter where you go what you do it will still happen. i hope i did the right thing, i really hope so for now.

i want things to be simple; not complicated, but that never happens.

there is so many things to update about but I'm lazy, so please be patience.

rants

2008-10-25T18:35:00.001+08:00

gosh, why oh why? how i hope exams never end then problems could never hunt me again.

trust

2008-10-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

i really don't understand, seriously i don't .

is there still trust between us?

brief update.

2008-10-20T16:47:00.004+08:00

a brief update, okay pmr is OVER and i finally have the time to blog again,

currently i'm having a lot of things to do so yeah i'll be changing my blog background and some other techical things within this week or so.
do come and visit.

CLOSE FOR RENOVATION.

not everything can be fixed when its broken.

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2008-10-05T01:10:00.004+08:00

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Disapointment

2008-09-30T15:48:00.003+08:00

Definition; the feeling that accompanies an experience of being thwarted in attaining your goals.

I'm a fool to even think there's a chance for everyone but sadly no . Someone should really stand up and speak out , this can't continue to go on. EVERYONE deserves a chance(at least once) just because they are not in the brightest student; smart; doesn't mean they are dumb and irresponsible you know and yes i would love to tell her this someday " stop thinking that others are not good enough to take up responsibilities and just because they are not up to" your standard" doesn't mean that they can't work .",-quote me.

I'm really fed up over things like this . it always happens and i don't know why.
WELL HELLO TO THAT FOOL i really do hate you sometimes , you don't think logically.urgh.

Two Down ; One More To Go

2008-09-05T19:02:00.012+08:00

Trials are over and I'm back to blogging .

The burdensome task of preparing for National Examination is just stressful and troublesome i don't even have time for myself anymore and its not a good thing.Pretty much nothing had happened during this summer. Should i think of it as a sad thing ?or a good thing?I'm not sure about that.
But one thing for sure is everything is on the right track and there's no turning back.Persistence on my studies is important if i really want to score and get good grades but sometimes i wonder is it all worth it?Yes it does.

Life is like a story that never ends.Good things and bad things happens during it , emotional breakdown , friendship torn apart ;get back and so on is part of what people go through right?.

This is crap ! LOL.i'm running of topics to talk for now but i'll be back as soon as i think of something.Oh by the way this is how i run my blog.

Firstly, ramblings or rants .
Second, friendship time!
Third, having random shots of everyone.
; lastly myself.

ps;// i'm going to change my whole layout so be back for more.

no lies ; just the truth.

2008-08-23T20:58:00.006+08:00

I'M TAKING A BREAK FROM BLOGGING.

i don't know what has got into me ,
i don't want things to go wrong,
i don't want to have anything to do with education,
i don't want PMR to come,
i need time,
when there's so much to be done ,
i've not began.

ah, he's just hot.i'm random bare with it.

Afterall these years.

2008-08-15T19:38:00.007+08:00

OMG MALAYSIA GOT IN THE FINALS FOR BADMINTON.YAY.

I'm super happy for Malaysia because they finally got in.And Lee's the only hope for Malaysia.
even if Lee C.W . don't get the medal he will still recieve a silver medal.At least its something too right. Anyhow updates are soon.!

Lin Dan Against Lee C.W. in the finals.!Waiting for it .WOOT.

I need to stay strong ; focus.

2008-08-10T02:13:00.005+08:00

I haven't been free lately was up to alot of things.

First was exam then Mirelle's and Sharon's Birthday (well kinda had a celebration)for them .
Then i felt ill and another Geography exam is coming up this Wednesday?.
Continued with an outing for One Life Do Something held in gurney

Venue: Main Concourse , Gurney Plaza, Penang.
Date; 12-14 August 2008
Time ; 10am -10pm

It is a meaningful program so if anyone is interested you can go there and have a look .
For any bookings or enquiries call (03) 7880 6414 or log onto World Vision
take note this is not a ads or anything .

Moving on ,
Next up after Geography exam , the next event is *drumrolls* Pn.Wong's Farewell.
i have to do something if i'm not mistaken.
Then, it would be a week break for us.( it's not a break afterall we're having PMR trial;s after the break.) H.A.H.A.
its so soon and i'm still not prepare.oh gosh.
When can i disentangle myself from all this ?

okay enough of rants.i'm gonna post up some pictures about M's and S's birthday.

M'.
S'. sorry i don't have your photo except this.

and a few of us who was bored after the celebration end.

I need to stay focus on books and not computer.

i don't have to explain myself to others.

2008-07-31T15:34:00.005+08:00

I'm back .Exam is over and results are okay i guess. There is plenty to update but not now. I'll update as soon as i can.=]patience people.

if there's a will there's a way.
thats what i've always hold on to.
things won't happened if you just sit there and do nothing,
so get up and do something.

if you have something against me come and tell me ; doing all those makes no different .=]

and hello to those who just started viewing my blog
its a pleasure to meet new people.comment me or send me a msg .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.

2008-07-21T00:33:00.003+08:00

OKAY OKAY THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO BOTH OF MY

FRIENDS.FINALLY YOU GUYS TURNED 15.

HAHA.I CAN CALL YOU TWO AUNTY'S NOW.

SERIOUSLY I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN BOUT AME AND STEPH 'S BIRTHDAY IS ON THE

SAME DAY.

first up,

Ame's
she's a great friend .
-she's really cool when you get to know her.
-love's food.
-love's us!haha.
and overall she's a great listener too.
ooh and she's really tall!

moving on.

Mok.
-she's short.
-hyper/noisy/makes ALOT of noise.
-ah and she used to love skander something and currently she loves wade robson.
-she's short.
-she's a great person .
-she's slow.
-she loves things that has to do with pink.
-she's short.

lol, okay i know i'm gonna be toast.ROFL.anyhow best wishes to both of you.Seriously you guys are really great people, and i'm glad that i know you guys.Been a big part of my life and i appreciate everything you guys have done.thank you.=]

sometimes not everything is possible to be forgotten.

2008-07-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

I walked forward and you can't see we are far apart
You walk forward and I can't see your longing
There may only be a wall between us; never has it changed

Before love departs, there can be much suffering, much depth, much bliss...
Distance is when you walked past me

how does it feel to be different from others'.

2008-07-08T08:00:00.001+08:00

Ola people! You must be wondering am i that free to update everyday?apparently no i'm not free in fact i'm super stress and busy with my form 3 life.

FACTS

LIFE
Form 3 life is not that hard as i thought it would turn out to be
it just depends on how you take it;
at first it wasn't that easy for me but after a few months i've got used to the life and yeah i SURVIVED.

SCHOOL
But still i'm very worried for the exams' that are coming pretty soon and
PMR
it is now my biggest fear ; and i'm still not studying .that's bad.
i need to get my head into the game if i want to score for this .
and i will.Seriously.

BLOG
Blogging is the way i express how i feel and not just to keep it alive.
I don't simple write things out without a reason.
Partly it is the reason why it takes me so long to update, because i need time to think about what to write and not just posting pictures of hanging out and all.
Yes we are allowed to post pictures but not so often right is gonna be bored soon.
I used to like posting pictures because its much easier for me due to i don't have to write so much. But now i prefer writing than posting pictures although i still do but not that much .LOL.

i'm gonna end this post with a picture though.=]

my pc wallpaper isn't it simple yet pretty.
this post is a scheduled post i've did.

look at it; you asked for more.

2008-07-07T10:14:00.001+08:00

I've decided to keep my blog update.
Random huh?since i don't have much time to type so i will blog about pictures .

and i find it very interesting.

You see,
people don't have to express they love and feelings through words and paper.
it can be a simple picture with a thousand meanings.

ps; it is some random photo's i found .
you don't need people to tell you what to do; its your life so enjoy it.

this reminds us all what we used to be.

2008-07-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

as i promised i will update on what happened last week.
last week was a tiring-fun-boring week.
lots of things happened; there were arguments over stuff and so on but overall it was a good week.

first it started off with shu ern's cupcakes.
here's some pictures to explain what exactly happened.

ingredients !

lookiee! its puffing?LOL.

finally part of the job is done .
OH no now's my turn.okay apparently i didn't do much for the baking part so i've gotta work on the decoration part.

waiting for the thing to be done.

pat's design?.

we are POSING FOR THE CHEESE AND ICING

here's the final product.NOT bad huh?

Moving on.After that it was the Green Run .thats's what they called it for this year its usually known as Merentas Desa.Didn't have much picture on that because i was running and exhausted.
but still there is some .=]

shu ern's house with a big MIRROR.

okay apparently Jo's not ready.

Picture of The Day.okay missin' Jo and a few of them.

seriously THEY WERE POSING.LOLROFL.

Don't tell me this post isn't long enough .LOL its long enough.

we have a choice; we can make a difference.
we choose our own paths ; it just depends on what you've choose.

sick

2008-07-04T17:48:00.002+08:00

Okay i've been on mc for the 2days .
This is due to i'm having tonsillitis and some infection things going on my nose and throat.
and i'm so sorry for not updating and all.I'll update as soon as i'm feeling better.

read the picture.

2008-07-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

Stop We Are Going Too Fast.

2008-06-30T23:20:00.005+08:00

OMG THERE'S SO MUCH TO UPDATE ABOUT ; I DON'T HAVE THE PICTURES AND THE INFO'S.

OH OH AND BTW.

HAPPY BIRTHDAAY CAMELLIA.

YOU FINAALLY TURNED 15TH.

AND YOU'RE OLD.=_=""HAHA.

okay lets see , i'm old and you are too.
ain't that cool?HAHA.LOLMAOROFL.

PS; everything seems to be on the right track; but why don't i feel that way?
stop maybe we are going too fast.

Chery.G.

obsession

2008-06-22T15:51:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAAAT .
my LATEST ADDICTION.

haha i bet everyone is into it now?

Personally i'm not a person who reads, but surprisingly
i'm hooked to this story book.IT was never my thing , but now it is. I'm so looking forward to the moviee.

school time

2008-06-19T12:25:00.002+08:00

okay i'm in school right now , and guess what THIS SUCKS.we are watching moviee in the computer lab.This is due to my school's brilliant idea to have R.E. week which is darn bored wei.

suechuin says :

michael is soooooo cute. (:

chery says;

OMG I TOTALLY AGREE.teehee. and i'm bored.=x

ht says:

I' BORED.waste my time only where i can actually study.Boreddddammmm!!!!

chery says;

gosh this is a waste of time la you knoww.

btw signing off for now LOL talk later

just random

2008-06-14T13:25:00.002+08:00

Fathers' Day is tomorrow ,
and i still didn't get him anything hopefully i'll be able to get him something on today's trip to queens.will update on it.stay tune.

Holidays Is Over

2008-06-08T22:27:00.004+08:00

Holidays are gonna end in 1 and 1/2 hours .Then its monday .This sucks why can't we have longer holidays , 2 weeks are too fast and all we did was folio, folio and more folio. I HATE THIS HOLS.

1.My life wasn't happening at all during the holidays.
2.TOO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE.
3. Plans didn't work out as it was suppose to be.

After all i can't deny that i did had abit of fun but overall it was boring.
but luckily i had everything i need at homee.=]

here's some pictures during the holidays.enjoy.

at my house gurney.

great times and great jokes .

hiding is not a solution; but its the best way to get out from all these faces.

this reminds us all what we used to be.

2008-06-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

as i promised i will update on what happened last week.
last week was a tiring-fun-boring week.
lots of things happened; there were arguments over stuff and so on but overall it was a good week.

first it started off with shu ern's cupcakes.
here's some pictures to explain what exactly happened.

ingredients !

lookiee! its puffing?LOL.

finally part of the job is done .
OH no now's my turn.okay apparently i didn't do much for the baking part so i've gotta work on the decoration part.

waiting for the thing to be done.

pat's design?.

we are POSING FOR THE CHEESE AND ICING

here's the final product.NOT bad huh?

Moving on.After that it was the Green Run .thats's what they called it for this year its usually known as Merentas Desa.Didn't have much picture on that because i was running and exhausted.
but still there is some .=]

shu ern's house with a big MIRROR.

okay apparently Jo's not ready.

Picture of The Day.okay missin' Jo and a few of them.

seriously THEY WERE POSING.LOLROFL.

Don't tell me this post isn't long enough .LOL its long enough.

we have a choice; we can make a difference.
we choose our own paths ; it just depends on what you've choose.

is this the end?

2008-06-03T19:07:00.001+08:00

Honestly holidays are just boring.
and i've been getting comments on not updating MY BLOGG.
so here goes.

Hols have just started a few days back then , and all i've been doing is sleep,watch tv, eat and MORE sleeping.LOL.it sucked so badly!gosh ,as well there is so many folio's to be completed and i've just FINISHED ONE OF the FOLIOS . i've been looking through some of friendster's photo album and i realize how much had happened.

not to mention we LOOK different , SOUND different and everything is different literally!

this was way back then .realize how much we changed?

this is now.

see this is what i mean.
i've been listening to this song I Will Remember You- Ryan Cabrera
and BOOM i thought of everything that happen this year.Though is not the end but things still happen ;people still make mistakes ; anddd trees are still being chopped off.ROFL i know i'm crapping but its the truth.

random facts about me.
1. i just want to know what is going on.
2.i'm a LAZY blogger.
3. my life is NOT happening at all
4.FOLIO'S FOLIOS AND MORE FOLIOS'.
5.i LOVE TO SLEEP.

this is crap but at least i update.
gonna update on what happen today so yeah later.

I'M BACK

2008-05-25T14:31:00.008+08:00

YO PEEPS i'm finally blogging again.LOL i'm really sorry for the lack of updates i've been reaally busy but i promise i will keep updating this few weeks.

23/05/2008

It was teacher's day.!LOL sadly our class teacher is not in school.=[ she's having a baby so she has this morning sickness thingy .i don't know, moving on with happy things.
as usual , they prepared performance and long long speech.

after that we were suppose to see the teacher and students having game section.IT WAS NAMED HUMAN FOOBALL.

but we ended up going back to class eating, vaining andHAVING FUN.
i'm gonna cut it short and show you guys pictures.

something that we've bought for our teacher.

FOOD TIME.

we're fly on a g5 g5....LOL

we're weird but we are loving it.

picture of the day; candid.

we had long conversation when we were in the canteen right?LOL
ame.steph.jo.sue.suechuin.chery
lots of laughters and fun.
*inside jokes*

things may seem to be beautiful;
but we never know what would happen.

LOVE;
chery.

life isn't that easy afterall.

2008-04-24T23:03:00.001+08:00

i'm trying to find time to update but there is just NOT ENOUGH TIME .i'm sorry =)
oh well, exams are around the corner and life is getting more and more hectic btw. oh and i'm gonna thank everyone that had made my day special on saturday and monday?xD

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

ps./ pictures will be update soon so stay tune.

Tagged

2008-04-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
new stuff and ice cream LOL.

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
something on astro. =\

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
practically everyone LOL.

4. What are you most happy with now?
my friends ? definitely not my achievements, cause currently i have none. =(

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
be successful when i grow up, duh.

6. Favourite music genre ?
none in particular. but i like songs with meaningful lyrics. =)

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
my friends. my family and everything i have.

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
because i got tagged AND forced to do it?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
unlikely. but there is a possibility.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
sue chuin.- funny, blur, friendly.LOL

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
understands me well, able to make me laugh and so on.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
dumb people. (i dont mean academically) theyre effing annoying.

13. What is your ambition?
GOOD QUESTION i don't know either * slapping my forhead.*

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point out. don't just keep me wondering what on earth is going on.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family. Tucker.Friends. Love. Me. in that order.

16. Could you name three people you would turn to if you had a problem so big that you couldn't hold it in?
amelia, stephanie, patricia and sometimes joanne.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
special and funny

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
call sue chiun LOL she's RC WHAAAT.(pirated want)

19. What makes you different?
everyone is different we are created in every different way no one will have the same attitude and personality i have.=]

20. If you could change the world, you would?
yes obviously EMBRACE OUR NATURE ENSURE OUR FUTURE.ROFL.

andd now, i'm gonna tag
no one.

music & lyrics

2008-04-02T19:26:00.006+08:00

Facts.

cheerleading competition is coming. *sigh*

exams are around the corner .
straight after sports day scf camp.
p.e. folio
history folio

the fact is i don't even have time for myself anymore it just seems that life is completely about working and working maybe a little bit of enjoyments other than that homework seems to be getting more and more and the truth is it can't be done and here's some random thoughts of mine ;
i'm currently addicted to songs like ;
Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
When You Look Me In The Eyes- Jonas Brothers
He Said , She Said ( Time We Let Go) - NLT
Your Love Is A Lie- Simple Plan
Welcome To My Life- Simple Plan
Crazy- Simple Plan

and the list goes on.
songs that i mention goes straight to the point of everything everyone is going through especially those with relationship and so on, call me lame for liking old songs and more of the rock kinda thing, the truth is songs that are produce nowadays aren't what it is and it isn't about anything

the meaning = nothing.
its just some trend that people is making so that those producers can earn money and so on. personally i prefer musics that are actually true and worth listen. Like this song by Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
it is exact what people is feeling.here's the chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am , see thats my point. No offence but songs without its meaning its just like a human without its spirit.

i know i'm emo and all , but hey EMO PEOPLE is fun.LOL.
and lastly thanks to all of you for making my day.=]

Chery
music isn't complete without lyrics and meaning.

i'm done with it.

2008-03-25T23:21:00.005+08:00

blah i've been really lazy to update my blog and going online.but since i'm free now i'll make a short post

school- hectic , cheerleading is stressful due to sports day is on 3rd of April ?!! OMFG. homeworks too much till i'm going nuts now and camp camp camp URGH.

life-tuition, homeworks, sleeps(thats the only time when i'm free.*pfft.*) and watching tv?LOL
ah and B-O-R-I-N-G.

friends- nah not in the mood to talk bout it or even care bout it, but thanks to those whom where there to listen to me

that's it i'm gonna update as soon as possible.bye bye.

ps; i didn't mean it that way ; seriously you're taking my words the wrong way.if you have a problem come
straight up to me and not telling people behind my back.i told you once
i said i was trying to fix things ;trying to make things right between us , but it just seems that
you don't want to believe me ;
LET ME MAKE MYSELF CLEAR i wasn't trying to separate or backstabb whoever they are.I WASN"Ti told you it was something else
secondly it was a private conversation it wasn't suppose to mention or known to others, but somehow it did.it's alright if you don't want things to be how it was i'm fine with it but still
you made me put all my effort in ; and at the end it was just a waste?
maybe i;m just too dumb to actually believe everything will go right.
people tells me that you said it won't be how it used to be i won't believe her anymore, but i believe i could change it but no it couldn't.

I've been trying to tell you something
But you never understand
I feel like we've been going 'round in circles
You look at me like I've become
A stranger on the streets,
A skeleton that's been hiding in your closet

the end of me
a new beginning ; a new journey .

can i or can't i?

2008-03-15T19:19:00.004+08:00

there are things i want to say and let you know but i know it from the very beginning the deeper i get into the more i will get hurt from it.finally i found out the truth or is it just an excuse?i don't know i don't want to think, i still have to face everything ,i need to go through this week and everything is going to be how it used to be .i keep telling myself that but now i'm feeling sad and disappointed .its really silly that i would actually think that way, but thats just how i am. i told myself to forget everything and anything that we had gone through , in front of em's i told them i was fine and i will be thinking of something else the next day but it was just a lie i can't infact the more i hope not to think bout it the more i will be thinking , someone told me that you shouldn't have regret because you know you love him and its not wrong to love someone " he's right , but i knew this was not the person i could love and all, life was good all these while till now and then.i've always been loved and all by friends and family but when it comes to loving someone , things start falling apart and it HAPPEN'S EVERY SINGLE TIME when i fall for the certain someone. you know sometimes i keep asking why is this keep happening to me ?seriously its revolving you know nothing changed its just different person. there is things bout me no one know and everything i try to do was everything i hope it will happened to you.i'ts really hard for me to do this again i don't know what to do and what to think anymore and thank goodness exams' over if not i'm going to be dead.some may think i'm shallow ; but deeply to people who knows me i'm just not what it seems to be.i'm afraid because i'll all on my own in this dark empty box .maybe i'm the only one who is feeling like this? he's actually just treating me as a friend?it doesn't matters anymore it just don't.

yourself or someone like you?
smiling doesn't mean i'm happy.

please save me from this

2008-03-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer

To help me understand

tell me whatever you said wasn't true ; tell me it was just an illusion

people come and go, but you can stop that.

2008-03-10T20:14:00.005+08:00

ssup dudes !.LOL.i'm high sorry.i know i'm late but STILL EXAMS OVER yeah but this time my routine is different from how it used to be.i've did some research for the previous things i've did and done.conclusion i'm was such a fucked up bitch like how any girl/teenage had gone through, that time i was just naive and pure dumb?to do everything i've done and all and now i finally realize that it's just so stupid that i've done all those its like i'm not who i am anymore it was like i'm trying to be something i'm not, and some stuff that i've regretted to do.HEY you can't blame me for being that i was only form 2 okay the year where you had alot of things going through ?example..boys.friends.popularity.and so on lar .LOL. to tell the truth i wasn't who i really was that time until the end of the year when i fixed everything up and yeah everything was fine again but there was some parts that were broken and its hard to heel it again but i'm trying my very best. (i know people are going to say "shut the fuck up la who want's to know about all this you're like so lame and blah blah blah" i don't care this is my blog i can do whatever i want and its a blog duh!x]

but the thing is friends are hard to get you know and high school life is just too short .appreciate them before its too late when its gone is GONE YOU KNOW. problems keep hunting me but i'm going to stand up strong and face it because i know its part of growing up and i'm ready to take up responsibilities and trust me you girls' out there who is below 15 this is something you should really take note on.when i was younger i curse and used vulgarizes and it is an ADDICTION ALRIGHT so stop before its too late. to my beloved friends your friend here whom used to be a pain in the ass i want to say i'm sorry for all the trouble i've cause this girl here is finally growing up and facing the things she have to face with.AREN' T YOU JUST PROUD OF ME?ROFL. Apparently we all had changed drastically so.. LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING .

this was this year.

pat,steph yap,sue chuin, chery

tadah.!

i've pulled myself out of the misery ;but you've pulled me into it again.

my life; upside down

2008-02-28T15:04:00.004+08:00

I've been getting complains for not updating ma blog.so here goes.x]i was back like 2 weeks ago and after that life have been ..what can say ?really pissing me off all these whiles.those problems had been hunting me before i went for my vacation , and now it's back to me again, and this time i just can't take it anymore i let all my tears out and everything of mine is nothing of their's anymore?

people think I'm over reacting?no apparently I'm not.i've been thinking and nothing but just thinking bout it.NO don't get me wrong this is not bout love alright peeps.!silly i know and make it short it just sucks to be me ey.plenty of those whom is talked to me lately know whats going on in my life and trust me i bet all of you know what it feels and like to be in my shoes right now.exams are heck of the near its like 4 more days to exam.WOAH and finally i've decided to make things clear and thanks for all those advice specially to carmen ,pat,berniee aaaaaand steph.LOL.yeah they make me know what is more important and what's not and what's not worth my tears anymore? I really don't want to talk bout it every time i mention bout the problem's i'm facing, my tears will just fall without crying, why?because i cared thats why my tears keep dropping whenever i thought bout it.bout how we used to be and how we used to spend time together and ...nevermind its just urgh.forget it.NOW its not the time to think bout all this shit STUDY AND STUDY THATS THE MOST IMPORTANT EXAMS ARE AROUND.GOD PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THE MISERY.

oh oh anddd... the picture's FROM MA HOLIDAYS.
its not complete yet so YEAH i will update the pictures soonn.LOL.sigh won't be updating this week for sure lah, exams are around.GOSH.

On the other side of my life, happy thoughts' now.oh right i watched STEP UP 2.
heck its so nice.
the moves are better than STEP UP 1 and the actors this time can dance even better than the first movie.andddd the lead actor's and music SO HANGAT LAAA.*drools.LOL

see la even the poser is so attractive already how could you resist it.?

Robert Hoffman HE'S THE LEAD ACTOR.*DROOLS.

Briana Evigan

-i'm ready to take responsibilities to everything and anything , just tell me what's going on, this is tearing me apart.

EY, I'M BACK PEEPS

2008-02-15T14:44:00.002+08:00

TO EVERYONE , I'M FINALLY BACK.!
UPDATES ARE COMING UP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

2008-02-08T11:29:00.001+08:00

okay so here goes, i'm running out of time i still have another 15 minutes and i need to get to the airport.frankly saying i'm not really looking forward to this trip not that its not interesting and all is just that i miss my babe's back here.i really do.but in another way, i can relax my mind for a while during this trip and make things clear,and most important SHOPPING LA ABOTHEN. x].
haha.CHAO

i'm sorry for everything i've done

2008-02-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

life's short ; LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST.

i do not want to be forgotten,
i want to be a friend ,
a listener and when you need a shoulder to cry on,
i'm always there for you,
i know i've made mistakes that you couldn't forgive me ,
i've broke your heart more than once.
but please give me one more chance
i'll prove to you that i'm worth your trust again.
i do not want this to continue when i look at you it reminds me of all those memories we used to had and all those sleepovers that made us like mad peoples', cooking, foot massaging,
it's still fresh in my head like it was just yesterday i hope you remember it too.
those were the greatest thing that had ever happen
those are memories that will remains forever and sealed.
everything is revolving , yes people change and move on but please just give me one more chance for our friendship to be how it used to be again.
i don't know why am i writing this but i really regret over what i've done.i don't care what is going to happen in the future but i want you know , if you need me i'm always there ,
that was what you did for me last time , and i appreciate it.now its my turn to do something for you and i hope you will know .
you were ;
the one whom was always by my side,
when i go through the darkest moments of my life,
there when i need a should to cry on,
there to share my joy and sadness.
all these while; i've been mean to you and i really regret it.
i've been really selfish, i tried making things up for both of us but it didn't work out.
i don't want you to do anything after you see this .i just want you to you no matter what you're always there for me and i will always be there for you.

ps;i've lost something that can't be replace by anything in this world.
friends till the end and i appreciates my primary mates till now.they were once my best friends and they still are.you guys rocked my world i don't know what to do without you guys.

-i'm not being emo or wanting anything .
i'm just expressing how i feel because life's really short i want to do everything and anything when i still have the abilities to do and apologize to everything that i've made.

CHERY

Family mourns loss of beautiful, intelligent go-getter

2008-02-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

She had the world at her feet but death robbed medical student Lee Nian Ning of a
brilliant future.

The straight As student, former state swimmer and accomplished Girl Guide was on the double-decker express bus from Penang to Kuala Lumpur which crashed near Slim River on Friday.

Nian Ning, 21, a Public Service Department (PSD) scholar at the University of New South Wales in Australia who was on her way to visit friends in Kuala Lumpur, was among three passengers who perished when the driver lost control of the bus and slammed into a divider.

“We learnt that the driver had 13 summonses against him. Why had the company not screened him and realised that he was not competent to drive that bus?

Final rites: Friends paying their last respects to Nian Ning at her Taman Gelugor home in Penang Sunday.

“I wonder why the authorities still allowed such a monster to roam our streets?” asked Nian Ning's distraught father Lee Hock Chuan, 50, a company human resources director.

He also expressed disappointment over the bus company's reaction to the tragedy.

“They know who the victims are and yet, I have yet to receive a single call from them. There is not a single representative from the company here today to pay respects to my eldest daughter,” he said.

The family is contemplating legal action and Lee appealed to witnesses to come forward.

Devastated: Nian Ning’s parents looking through a scrapbook containing goodbye letters from her close friends.

“It won’t bring her back but we just want justice to be done,” he said.

The attractive Nian Ning, who stood 1.72m tall, was a national backwoods cooking champion and had set her sights on becoming a doctor.

She scored straight As in both the UPSR and PMR and obtained 11A1s and one A2 in the SPM exams.

“From a young age, she was so clear about her goal. Even though she had been approached to be a model, the only thing she wanted to be was an orthopaedic surgeon,” said her mother Ong Keep Gim, 48, a teacher.

Friends and family of the young victim paid their respects at her home in Taman Gelugor yesterday.

She was later cremated at the Batu Gantung crematorium.

More than 20 of her closest friends also created a scrapbook with personal messages to their friend.

“She was determined and a perfectionist,” said J.A. Cheng, 20, who was Nian Ning's schoolmate.

“She knew what she wanted in life and achieved her dreams. We will miss her very much.”

Petitions To Have Safer Bus Rides For Long Distance Routes

We, the concerned youths of Malaysia express appalled anger towards the Slim River Bus Crash incident that claimed the life of Lee Nian Ning, Mohd. Zailani and Pang Boon Eng on the 25th of January 2008. This is not the first time that such an incident has occurred. Despite numerous complaints and public uproar in the past, incidents like this continue to occur. It was reported that the driver’s company had 13 summonses on that bus itself. We find it unacceptable that such a company could have operated that vehicle on the road.

What are the explanations?

Hundreds of thousands of university students just like Nian Ning and us rely on such public transport to travel back home. A human life should not be taken lightly.

How could a vehicle with 13 summonses be free on the roads and not be held by the authorities?

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love it or hate it.

2008-02-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

okay chinese new year is in LESS THAN A WEEK TIMEE.WHEEE.i'm so glad.sorry for the lack of update school have been really busy after co curriculum activities had started and homeworks are getting more and more.pfft.every single day the teacher will surely find a way to torture us.x]

whatever anyways last week was mom's birthday so me and dad surprised her with a treat to rasa sayang hotel for dinner.

i'll cut the crap and let the pictures do the talking.

THE BIRTHDAY LADY

THE ONE WHO PAY THE BILLS.X]

darn i should have brought my camera there.what a waste.

NOW LETS TALK BOUT FOOD FROM THERE.

lol the end of the day i had fun that day.except for the other part in queensbay.

okay second update is about YOUTHWAVE.
26th January 2008

that day i went over to gurney to get some stuff, then was ppk-ed by jo and jeff.then we called up winson and he went.then just hang around and went back at 4 pm due to its TOO BORING and youthwave's at 7pm so need to get ready.shu ern came and fetch me and pat there but before we went we vained a little.so here it goes.

then after that we went over to EPCC. youthwave was heck of the fun i didn't expect it to turn out that way but it did and i did met alot of friends there though.some of em's i haven seen them since ages and stuff.yeah i think thats all for now .

-i can't stand this anymore please take me away.
chery.

Lalala.

2008-01-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

gosh it has been so long since i last update ma blog.school have been REALLY busy after co curriculum had started last week i've got alot of activities going on and homeworks?PLENTY OF EM'S .shit this stupid school.LOL .anyways i'm gonna stop here and I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW.=] oh and i'm gonna change ma skin this is just for temporary usage.

How to stop the late night tears from falling?

2008-01-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

i never felt this way before,

i tried to make things clear but it wasn't how you want it to be,
making me clueless and confuse
I ask myself if I am use to it yet
Without you, every night the echos becomes very loud
Is there a good method
to make the lonliness be good?

Even if we held hands, I still wouldn't have the stregth to express my feelings
An ex's greeting is more awkward then a stranger's

Yesterday was far
Tomorrow is still long
The memories are vague but huge
How to stop the late night tears from falling?

just let go,
-chery,21 january 2008.

saturday is still a holiday for me .=]

2008-01-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

like i've said during my last post.if i'm not going to school i'll blog.i didn't wanted to go to school i told my dad yes i'm going then he says"no need to go d la tomorrow"i was like huh?oh well as long as i can sleep then everything is okay.i'm a pig i know i love to sleep what to do .*nyek nyek*

what can i talk bout ?hmm..nothing much to say la life has been really boring lately.oh right i'm IN LOVE WITH GOSSIP GIRL.its so nice.seriously its just like our lifes is just that theirs are more on the society and high maintained chick and the guys in gossip girl are way HOTTER THAN THOSE GUYS WE NORMAL PEEPS WILL KNOW.x] (obviously they must be hot right?if their not how can they be in the drama?)i highly recommend everyone to read or watch it .i'm not a person whom loves reading but i've got addicted to it too.

you know you love me ,
xoxo, gossip girl.

i'll made things clear.

2008-01-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

12January2008
woke up around 12 pm due to no electricity.wth ?i was half dead when i know there's no electricity and i was alone at home that time.dad went out to get food and mom's still working .so i decided to lazed around then later on pat came over to my house and buat
bodoh .Lmao.then dad decides to drop me off in queens because i was screaming "BORING BORINGG I WANT ELECTRICITY".LOOL.my dad rocks. so we hang around in queens had lunch in dome then met up with carmen, ame, cez, andria and eric if i'm not mistaken.x].after that we went to look for my new year clothes since i haven even bought one.i was so fucking pissed when i realize THERE'S NOTHING TO BUY IN ANYWHERE.there's no new clothes and stuff i was so mad and i complained to my dad and pat that i wanted to go to kl to get my new year clothes.pathetic i know.=x

then on the following day my dad took me and mom over to queens to get new year clothes.anyhow i've been able to get 2 shorts from esprit , 1 jeans from topshop and a shirt from topshop .gonna go again this week to get more clothes i think hoping that there will be things for me to buy .gosh .oh right as i was saying from my last post i'm going for a holiday during the cny.and now confirmed that i'll be going to taiwan for shopping in thee 101 building thingy?yeah and since my dad owes me a trip to aussie so i'll be going there during my summer or something ?i'm not sure. thats all for now and one last thing tomorrow is a saturday and we have school tomorrow for the cny replacement thing.gosh.still not sure whether to go or not to go.if i'm not blogging means i went if i'm means i'm HOMEE.

i don't give a damn bout what you think
CHERY

i don't want to miss a thing

2008-01-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

okay as i was being asked to update my blog by "MY EX CLASS PARTNER MISS NAB" lol.so yeah here i am updating this blog

school have been really hectic?yeah it is .stressful and not only that we have extra co curriculum activities and and tuitions?OMFG.i'm gonna scream the heck out of myself.but apparently i didn't which is a good thing though.teehee.CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMINGGG.YAYYY.when i think of chinese new year my brain will go *woot*

ang paus = moneyy moneyy $$$
money=shopping
shopping= freedom!yay.

seriously i don't know what i'm craping bout i'm just glad that chinese new year is coming and finally i can take a break from all this.oh did i mention i'm going for a vacation for my chinese new year?yes i'm going aussie or somewhere else.?should be i'm not sure but most probablyy.

oh one more thing i haven got any new clothes for chinese new year and i only have 2 weeks to do that.i'm in deep shit seriously.AH GOD PLS SAVE MEE.

oh right here's some random photos from last year i found.

beginning of 2007

sports day on 2007

the last month of 2007

everyone changed quite alot from 2006 and 2007 i wonder how would we look like the end of this year.i'm really looking forward to it .

falling head over heels.
-Chery

2008

2008-01-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Things To Do
1.must stop going out like how it used to until the end of pmr.
2.must not sleep in class anymore & pay attention

3.stop spending ~~money~~ and start saving it.=]
4.stop eating and start exercising!
5.must get good results for PMR.
6. try not to daydream and blur much anymore instead be more serious.

Wishes
1. wishin' that things this year won't be so fucked up like the beginning of last year.
2.may it be a peaceful & happy year.
3.hoping that everything won't changed and they will still be the same as whom i've
known.

ps/;i'm missing every minute and second that we had spend together.please let
pmr get over as soon as possible so we can party like how we used to.
-chery
imissyou.

School Sucks

2008-01-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

today was the first day of school and the night before i slept at 3 am.and i woke up at 6.15am.
can't really sleep yesterday night i don't know why i just don't have the excited mood to go school because this year is GONNA BE THE WORST YEAR.PMR.you know my gosh .

this means no going out ,

no doing fun stuff with friends.

no more how it used to be .
how am i gonna live?

till now i'm still finding a reason to make myself get used to what its gonna come , and yes i;m not a person who likes challenging stuff i prefer things to go my way and come to me. i know know thats like crazy but hey I'm just not used to what is happening now you know its like every time i think of pmr i will start to cry its pathetic but its stress okay.when you're gonna go through it then you will understand how i'm feeling now.yes i agree with my brotha he says cry for what no use want just think of it as a test.he's got a point lah but haih i don't know la
sad wei..8months you know without going out and have fun with them?i really don't know what will happen this 8months .you know stuff can happen you will never know .i don't know what i'm crapping bout also but seriously anything can happen within this long time .so if you're going through the same thing .THE THING YOU MUST DO IS MEDITATE.haha.LOL.

Happy New Year '08

2008-01-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

28thDecember '07

Vincent throw a paarty due to we helped him to paint his house last week.LOL.and part of it was for the celebrating new year eve together but sadly he can't make it on 31st so we made it earlier.
i'll cut the crap as usual and let the picture's do the talking.

we went there around 2pm something like that and we lazed around his bed for the whole entire day .we've got bored and we came out with this idea !
LET PLAY WATERR.

the one's whom was wet that day.

i had a blast that day , but sadly most of the time there was to be a lamp post.*pfft.*
that was the last time we're gonna see each other in the year of '07.didnt' get much rest that night was disturbed and so we ended up playing pokers while those with their bf/gf were sleeping or something?LMAO i don't know sheesh.
and guess what happen ,when we were playing pokers jo suddenly mention something like this .

jo;darren;me
yayy i won again i tell you ah if we play money i sure win banyak d lah.
swt everyday think of money nia la you go diee.
*suddenly everyone went quiet.*
cheryy....
*sarcastic look to jo*
what.
there is a beautiful lie behind something something and its a trick ,
and there's a beautiful stone.
*all looked at her*
all said*beautiful stone???
a beautiful stone in Chery's brain
*a moment of silent *LAUGH OUT LOUD LARR.*
whaaatt theee?
LOL you stim d wei what beautiful stone you siao d is it?
or high d?
she stim d la i tell you drink sparkling juice already like that haih can't imagine d laa.

29thDecember '07

lol , then we went queens and i was the lamp post again.seriously it sucks to be that.what to do right.went home at7 pm and then sleep .

31stDecember '07
woke up around 11 when i recieve a call from dad.get ready and stuff then straight to gurney with a long lost contact friend amanda ,she's nice seriously.very nice.i love her still.=]
we didn't take any picture's together and thats sad alright but there will be a next time.
i went off from gurney around 4pm like that , then straight off to the salon to get my hair black again.when i was in the salon i recieve a sms from jo according to the sms was referring to this.

jo;me;pat

eh you tonight not going to countdown meh?
no ah gonna go home and watch tv nia la why?
haiyo so sien eh , i come and find you la tonight
oh sure sure sure come la then we celebrate together .

*recieve a msg by pat*
whassup ,you still in gurney?
nope sudah cabut d where are you?
on the way to gurney.=]
i see.anyways wanna come my house tonight jo's coming over and we're gonna celebrate it since we aren't going out.
sure.

later on around 10pm pat came over and jo's still nowhere to be seen yet.so while waiting for her we just crap and fool around.after waiting for a long time she finally arrived .thankgodness.
she bought us food.ALOT OF FOOD.haha we finished it up though and i was heck of the full that night. oh and and we vained around la i didn't vain much that night was on a bad hair day i think.
when the clock strike to 12 am WE ALL SCREAM AND SHOUTED HAPPY NEW YEAR.and the worst thing was WE ARE 15 ALREADYY.we cried out loud and i don't know why i just don't want to grow old yet.

another year has gone and past,
memories are sealed in my heart;
forever it will be,
it will never change.
till my last breath;
everything that we've gone through,
i will always love and cherish
everything i've.
-chery.

merry christmas?

2007-12-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

24th December 2007.
okay it was Christmas eve and we all went to gurney.Gurney was packed with people's i mean lots and lots of peoples.i didn't stay in gurney till midnight this time , in fact i went to my ah pat's house and we had chicken , fries and i don't know lots of stuff still.then afterwards we went over to butterworth it was vincent's aunt party or something?haha.LMAO.who cares right.we had fun there though it was like a place filled up with kids all around you and underneath the christmas tree was woaah FILLED WITH BANYAK PRESENTS!and we had ours too.thank youu aunty and uncle.

i'll cut my crap and let the pictures do the talking.
me,jeff,pat

me&min

i,vincent and min

my brothaa.LOL.

the girls.

and the clock's strike 12 yay MERRY CHRISTMAS CHEERS.

okay we ended the night with joy and fun
went back to jo's place at 2.30 am.
and fooled around then sleep.

25th December 2007.
woke up at 6 .15 am .wth heck right i was sneezing the whole time can't really sleep , then met up with the boys then went to had breakfast.after that we went over to vincent's house
according to our plans from the previous night we were suppose to start painting at 8 am but we ended up lying on his bed till 10 am.then we finally get our ass up and start painting.
ahaha he's a retard.

trying to look hardworking but he failed.

this is what happen when it gets boring.we started paint each other.

when we were painted we even gave each other names;
vincent was the boss so his name was ;BOSS
jeff was the lazy one and the dumb one;georgee.
(it also refers to george from the jungle .)haha.
min was the quiet one whom was sitting there and just paint;milo
(i've no idea why thats her name also.)
jo was the noisy one ;maria
(vincent named her)
pat was the siao siao want eh; susu.
( i don't know why its that her name also)
my was simple;susaaann
(named by the boss)
*convo between jeff and jo.*
stupid georgee so lazy want everyday sit sit and emo emo niaaa.somemore baru came out from the jungle wear underwear nia want.so stupidd don't know anything want.
shuddap la maria later i call boss to send you back to indonesia ah.
you also what georgee don't know anything want eh just talk talk talk non stop come from bombaii.
nono i come from malaysia you come from indonesiaaa want so tiamm laa.

trust me it was so hilarious if you were there you will laugh your ass out.after all those exhausting moments that we had gone through together it was all worth it.
we had fun and we all are close as brother's and sisters.

was heading to gurney .looking exhausted.

till then this will be my last post for this week i think.
.i'll be updating after new year.
YAY BABY TIME TO HAVE FUN .

Chery./Susan.

I'VE GOT TAGGED

2007-12-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Rules
1. Each blogger must repost these rules
2. Each blogger has to rant 8 random facts/habits of themself
3. List 5 ppl to be tagged
4. drop by their blog and let them know they've beed 'TAGGED !!!'

1.i love to shop i really do .
2.if you hate me then just get lost i don't give a damn bout what you say because your just jealous .
3.i love my friends and family .
4.i love sleeping, no seriously i can die without sleeping.
5.i love singing in the shower?LOL.
6.i've been having nightmares lately.=x
7.spending my free time with my friends .
8.enjoys listening to music

okay now i'm gonna tag 5 people.
1.patricia
2.steph
3.vincent
4.sue chin
5.nab

why are you doing this to yourself?

2007-12-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

well, things happened again.this time its not something that we didn't expect so wasn't really shocked when i receive the news i ended up feeling sympathy to the other guy that was involve in it.and if this post going to offend anyone who is reading i'm really sorry but i'm just telling the truth bout what happen to my friend life.
here's how the story goes.well beginning of this year he get what he wanted most "THE IT GIRL" whom he had admire so long , then one day he finally decided to asked that question and the answer was yes, the live happily ever after? heck this is reality there's no HAPPILY EVER AFTER.it only happens' in YOUR DREAMS.when they started dating it was all good , but when it gets longer, things got worst,they were arguing always and the girl started feeling that he was annoying and she's like taking care of a kid?and the guy tried to change but whatever he do it always seems so wrong in this girl's eye.why is he so stupid you might ask?there is only one explanation for this is because he loved her .after 6-7 months, she finally decide to break up with him.and yes he said yes to her. though they broke up, he never gave up loving her as always and yet he keep on trying to get back with her , but no she choose to just be friends with him and not be with him though they were like gf and bf there were on and off during that moment. the story don't end here, it still goes on , then there comes in another guy who likes this girl and yet this girl liked the other guy too.that guy who like this girl were friends with the girl's ex..well things got awkward between those two guys as they go to the same school and they mix with the same people's.so this new guy flirt with the IT GIRL and yes she likes him to so she did the same back to him.and yet the it girl's ex still think he have a chance to get her back she was giving him hope but no, she told the other guy she likes him better than her ex?like what the heck right?okay moving on, so ended up now , the new guy and the girl were on from last week and none of their friends know it until they decide to tell them bout it .when they receive the news bout they were offically gf and bf's no one was shock because that was what they though it was going to happen already. then the next day they all went out and yes that girl's ex went with them too..he acted all cool and stuff like he didn't bothered bout the girl and her bf but no when they went to watch a movie he can't keep his eyes off that girl, and that girl was cuddling with her new bf ...he's a really dumb guy huh?but yet thats the greatest thing god had gave him.a heart to love someone with all he can and never let go..i'm sure nowadays no one can do that.and yes i do think he's really stupid to be so..because he is just hurting himself deeper and deeper every single day from now onwards and i doubt no one will know what will happen next and we are really looking forward to everything from now.my advice simple if you are going through this now, please ask yourself how much do you actually love that person?if its not that deep , then let it go and get someone new maybe she/he is just not the one for you.and don't be such an idiot stuck there and cry for it because that person already moved on and so must you, if you can't then you can continue to love her/him still without having them by yourside.

ps;due to this story its a realistic thing that had happen , and i'm sorry if i've offended anyone whom is reading this .thank you.

i would really like to dedicate this song to everyone whom is going through the same thing.
RUNAWAY
Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah
Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late
My phone doesn't work cause it's out of range
Looks like it's just one of those kind of days
You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground
No you can't cause you couldn't catch me anyhow
Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out no
Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud

And I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

So So is how I'm doing if you're wondering
I'm in a fight with the world but I'm winning

Stay there come closer it's at your own risk
Yeah you know how it is life can be a bitch

But I feel so alive
I can't help myself, don't you realize

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

Runaway Runaway……

I just wanna scream and lose control
Throw my hands up and let it go
Forget about everything and runaway yeah
I just want to fall and lose myself
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell
Forget about everything and runaway yeah

this is fate so accept it; don't doubt it .
signing off for now.x

Chery

nothing much?

2007-12-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened lately..won't be updating so often unless there is something
special or some event's? yeah i guess thats all.

today was usual , went gurney met up with nigel while waiting for vincent to buy his boxers' .i went to FOS and i bought a shirt there its so nice.wth right?then afterwards we went to get mcflurry (he belanja wei so good hor.but next time must belanja him back want ish.) then straight went to one stop .went for the arcade it was cheap okay .4 bucks for 1 hour?heck its so much better than gurney.in gurney its like 1 ringgit per game?i wonder how much they earn per day .?hmm.who cares right.LOL.later on we walked back to gurney and guess what we watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS.its so cute alright. but the movie sucks .waste my money mia.haih.what to do right i'm wasting money on useless stuff.i should really stop wasting money on USELESS THINGS.=] yeah after the movie we walked around then i've gotta go, before i went back i saw Giordano was on sale NOT ONLY GIORDANO ITS THE WHOLE EFFIN' MALL ON SALEE..WOOT GONNA BRING DADDY TO THE MALL TOMORROW AND BUY BUY BUYYY..
see la baru say don't want to waste money manatahu now wanna spend again.what to do right i'm a shoperholic i can't stop buying things get it?

anyways before i end this post i wanna say something ,Christmas is comin' is like a week apart?WOOT.totally looking forward to Christmas ;this year is kinda different from the previous not going to celebrate in gurney on the 24th, gonna celebrate in my friend
's house .she's having a feast .TURKEYY ALRIGHT.then on the 25th we are going to somewhere which they are not sure yet and heck i've no idea where thats gonna be.might be going to overnight at someone's house and i don't know who's house it is going to be.yeah thats all for now.
and one more thing christmas is not about presents and stuff its bout getting together as a family and enjoy it.it's bout sharing and caring as long as your love ones are there with you then thats the best gift Santa has given to you this christmas.

note to SANTA; i was a good kid this year please grant me what i want and i'm sure you know what i want for my christmas .=]

signing off for now.x
i've falling head over heels for you
and i've no idea why i'm because you used to be my worst enemy.

omelette's anyone?

2007-12-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

6th December 2007

okay well, today i suddenly decide to go to pat's house then we walk to sue's house.yeah something like that kinda complicated huh?LOL.so me and pat decided to make her house upside down well, make it clear is actually her kitchen and her brother's bike.oh and btw I wanted to bake a cake or something and make pancakes?like WTH right?haha but ended up we made omelette's . EXTREME ONESTEEHEE.
i'll let the picture's do the talking.its better.=]

well we need these materials before we start cookin'.
soya sauce,cooking oil, eggs, cheese, curry powder,chicken stock, sausages and ham.

pat was beating the eggs.SHE'S THE SO CALLED PRO.

okay well actually they egg wasn't added with curry powder 'till i found it in her kitchen.=x

before we get STARTED.

sue's first time MAKING OMELET.

she is making sure that its non poison

the process of US trying to fry the egg.

looks nice don't you think?=S

she's the COOK.

well, though we are frying omelette's we vained a little.

MY OMELET.

she love's my egg NOT.

enjoying thee OMELET.

well after enjoying ruining her house's kitchen , and after eating here's when the pain starts.CLEANING.*faints*

after all it was fun and we ordered mcflurry as our deserts.to bad i didn't take a photo of us riding the miserable bike that is so freakin' small.TRUST ME YOU NEVER SEEN IT BEFORE.haha.

signing off for now.x

i'm better off without you;i'm so done with you.

2007-12-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

i'll always be here,
till my last breath i'll still be waiting for you,
no matter what happens all i'm wishing for that your happy for what you had choose,
and carry on everything in your life like how it used to be;
i need to learn how to live without you,
and stand up for myself .
all i'm hoping is everything will be how it used to be
and let the past be memories that last forever in a place where no one could see.

crawling back to you;
everybody knows that i was such a fool to ever let go of you,
but baby i was wrong and yeah i know i said we be better of alone,
it was time we moved on i know i broke your heart
i didn't mean to break your heart,
Banging on your front door
My pride's spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
And now I'm crawling back to you

Chery.

hanging out in the mall is just to lame for us?xD

2007-12-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

alright yesterday we woke up at 10 am wth right?all thanks to winson,jeff,vincent for waking us up and telling us there are at my house there.thanks to em we all must wake up and go down to get them,after that we watched movies and had breakfast together..then they fell asleep .SWT.then my dad says this;

dad;me
eh go and bathe and i take you all out
har?for what go out don't want laa want to stay home and sleeep
no cannot must get out of the house
fineeee

see don't know what nonsense is that we must go out pulakk, okay then guess where we plan to go.at first we plan to go to gurney , then they say its boring so we plan go to pat's house manatahu she don't let she then nevermind I came up with a brilliant idea we all semua pergi to egate which is located next to tesco!!LOL then we plan after my dad drop us in tesco and have lunch there then we walk to my house and sleep.XD but but but this is what happened

me;jeff;winson
eh lets go back to your house d laaa, i very stim d.
oh okayy lets go la,eh WAIT WAIT WAIT i forgotten to bring my house keys weii.
WALAUEH YOU SO KEAT MAN HOUSE KEY ALSO YOU LUPA.haihz.
haiyo how i know right i seriously forgotten what you cannot blame me alrightt
teehee.

then nevermind they all went into tesco and shop for groceries?more like doing nonsense inside there?haha.me and jeff didn't want to go in so we walk around and at last we went to the food court and kap nonstop there.TEEHEE.one hour later they called us and ask where we are then when they came we somemore kena scolded for dissapearing.ish.

then at last we decided to walk to my house , we used 1/2 hour to reach my house.when we all sampai right, all of us stim d .face all like shit but we all vained around and fool around.hahaa.it was quiet fun afterall.the guys went back at 8pm and after that we girls came up to my house and kap around.thats all for that day.after that day..i spent ONE WHOLE DAY sleeping at home until 3pm.

here's some picture of us vaining together.

winson&vincent.

jeff;vincent

jas;me

vincent;me;jeff

the NEW GENERATION OF BRUCE LEE.

we all and winson in the girls' toilet

pat;jas;me

you see la don't know who the heck go and disturb me when we are taking pics together.

later on at night.

the posers.

thats all for now thanks for reading this blog.
haha.

signing off for now.x

chery;

Oh No

2007-11-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

today was usual like how every sun was, went to queens bought a shirt from gap and get scolded.ish.LOL ah who cares i wanted to get a pair of shorts from esprit manatahu dad don't let.haihz so sad.and after that we just hang around the mall for 2 hours? after that went to grab something to eat then went to do some groceries shopping.=D hehe.thats all i think oh right and i'm so jealous of all of 'ems who went to kl i want to goo and take a look at THE PAVILION .i think if i'm there my dad's wallet will have a big hole oout of it.HAHAHAHA.

watch my tears falling

2007-11-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

well, my life as a teenager sucks so badly.i don't know why i'm just not as happy as how i used to be afterall people will grow and change yes indeed but i just wonder why i am i going through this hectic moments while others are just enjoying it?from a really cheerful person i've gone to a moody person well that sucks i don't want that i want to be whatever i am last time because it was way more fun then now .

there is nothing i can do bout it anymore all i can do is sit and watch and i don't know how long i could take it anymore ,I'm going insane over it and heck thats not a good thing to do.how i wish i never met any of you and anything never happen then i might not feel how i'm feeling currently.i was fooled by you, tease by you, and everything else but its alright because no matter what i still enjoy the times we had together, no matter what is going to happen my only wish for now is i hope that you will be happy and for that wish i could do anything just for you.this is going no where so i might as well just stop and disappear in your world that is the best thing for both of us you will go your way and i will go mine.well, from the begining i never expected much from you till today i still haven change my thoughts bout you.you're still the same old person i know is just that you love her more that anything in this world right now and i really hope both of you will have a happy ending but will it be everlasting?

Rainy Day

I wake up in the morning
Remember that you're gone
I wondered where the sun went
The rain is falling now

And I'm awake on this
Rainy day and I'm
Watching as my tears fall down the window pane
Yeah Yeah
Didn't I baby
Treat you right?
And I watch the rain it makes us pure again
yeah yeah yeah yeah

I tried to come and see you
But you wont let me in
I know we've had our moments
But can we start again?

Cuz I'm awake on this
Rainy day and I'm
Watching as my tears fall down the window pane
Yeah yeah
Didn't I baby
Treat you right?
And I watch the rain it makes us pure again
yeah yeah yeah

And tell me how I'm gonna live without you
Feel like my world is falling apart
I watch the rain
Falling again
Wash away
Wash away

I'm awake on this
Rainy day and I'm
Watching as my tears fall down the window pane
Yeah yeah
Didn't I baby
Treat you right?
And I watch the rain it makes us pure again
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah oh
oh

this is how i'm feeling right now.loneliness and emptiness this feeling couldn't be replace with anything else.

signing off for now.x

Chery.

random

2007-11-21T12:00:00.000+08:00

lol okay , today i've finally decided to cut and dye my hair or whatever shit i'm gonna do i still haven decided yet alright..haha so i'll update after i do everything by today.thats a promise .NYEHEHEHE.

this is now bye bye hair i'm gonna miss you.xD lol heck no.

signing off for now.x
chery

babysitting?LMAO

2007-11-17T19:45:00.001+08:00

okay so here goes my day, vincent called up and ask to go gurney so i said okay because i'm too bored at home he is took me there.=](ps:if you're reading this now thanks vincent!)hehehe. okay when we reach gurney we walked to THE BANANA'S house.LOL.and waited for jeff.after fooling in his house for like 1/2 an hour or 1 ?then they finally decided to get out of the house and walk to gurney.ish. so yeah when we all reach gurney i went to find nikki and help her babysit her cousin or whatsoever it is.BLAH.today was full of crap shouldn't have went out actually but hey you can't blame me for wanting to go out on a saturday .ITS SATURDAY OKAYY. didn't stay there for quiet long went back around 4.30 like that and i get scolded from them for going back so early.oh right and thanks to everyone that made my day.=] you guys rocks.

last but not least school have finally come to an end and heck i'm so glad bout it but i don't have any plans YET for my hols so i'm going to plan with those guys or whoever that is going out .teehee. i've finally decided to dye my hair then highlighting but i'm still very confused?i wanna dye i also wanna highlight .ish .this is so sickening but i definitely need a hair cut my fringe is so fricking long and i look like a retard.=X
look so fricking retard.

signing off for now.x

Chery

UPDATES

2007-11-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

okay as i've promise i will update my blog so here it goes.

9th November
it was Darien,Vincent, and Johnathan's Birthday Bash in paradise hotel ,it started quiet boring but after that it was fun i guess.xD.LOL.they brought the ps2 and they played games like takken or whatever it is named then later on they want to play fatal frame some kinda ghost game .it wasn't scary at all but i was creped out by one of my friend he was scaring me all the way he this idiot after that we went out to 7 elven to get a drink or something it was quiet a distance but yeah it was fun .i wasn't really into all those that day , i was more attached to the sea view , its so amazing when the sunrise but unfortunately it rain.how pathetic could it get more?well there is, we have this SPM(single person meeting) thing going on in the room and we left "THE COUPLES" outside to enjoy their days.i'm just gonna stop here and let the pictures do the talking.=]

THE GIRLS

THE GUYS

the birthday boys

from the upper left.don, winson,darien,darren,jeffery, winson, john.

john

signing off for now.x
hectic life.

chery.

UPDATES

2007-11-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

UPDATES COMING SOON TO A CINEMA NEAR YOU.LOL.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT and NIKKI.

2007-10-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

aiks looool its been so long since i last update.will I'm finally alright my sickness is gone.not exactly well but still counted okay d laaa.okay so i wanna wish PAT and NIKKI HAPPY BIRTHDAY.so had a celebration for her on Friday and Saturday.Friday was a steamboat and sat was a lepakking thingy. something like that was bored very bored but it get better afterall was not really bad .didn't really expect like this will happen i thought it will be like i dunno VERY BORING.haha .goonna update soon now i don't really have the mood to type.

signing off for now.x
CHERY.

Good Bye 2007.Hello New Year.

2007-10-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

okay so i've decided to change back my old layout afterall i still think it rocks.!haha. it seems like i'm getting older and older,because i'm gonna be in form 3 next year and it feels like everything passing so fast.which i didn't expected it to be like that i though it would be slow and i can just take my sweet time but HECK no.=x 2007 is gonna end within another 3 more months?thats seriously quick don't you think?like all of the sudden i thought of the future what would it be like?what kinda things I'm gonna do ?who am i?what college/university am i going to?it suddenly make me realize time is passing by so fast.i don't want it to past so fast i still wanna be a kid i don't want to take responsibilities and i just wanna play and sleep all the time.xD its pure stupid huh?but hey its fun to sleep. seriously. haha. but one good thing bout the years gonna end it that all of us can reunited as one again and have fun during Christmas eve and new year eve just like last year except without out friend Ian Lim Zhi Yuan whom past away august 2007, 4a.m. i'm hoping that he is having a great time in a new beginning that all i guess for now i'm seriously sick.illness. i've gotta get better soon and i need to shop.!it has been one month since i last bought a shirt omgosh.!= s.

signing off now.x

Chery.

i'm missing you day by day.

pictures

2007-10-02T00:53:00.000+08:00

well,its late and i'm still not asleep yet i dunno why i just wanna watch dramas.Aiks.i think i should start controlling it man.if not i'm seriously gonna go crazy.since i'm so free now i'm gonna upload some pictures from last year and this year.

this was last year,and by now everything had changed.even by the way we all look.

2006

february 2006.OMG.

this was a night at my house.2007

jo's bday 2006(gosh look so different.)

january 2007.a new begining but it turn out to be NOT.

this one is during sports day.aiks stuff had changed too.2007(look so different aiye.)

2007 my birthday bash.

that was then and now present....THE NEW US.

Joanne

Patricia

Sue

Steph

Chery

due to all of this picture proven that we've all changed alot .haha.

i don't miss the bad times we have gone through i miss the good times though.x]

signing off for now.x
Chery
don't say sorry when you don't mean it.
i love em's and my boy bands.!

Just Smile.

2007-10-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

Woops it seems like it had been a long time since i last update this blog, okay well lately i'm addicted to dramas again haha.x] i just can't stop watching it omgosh its so freaking nice.haha.okay well, i'm not gonna talk bout this laa its too personal.AIKS. well, i'm gonna say this due to my last post i don't have any intention alright and it certainly wasn't talking bout anyone out there it was just something i've been through and though of and i don't need anyones mercy okay.so please don't misunderstand okay.=) lets see hmm..today was windy,cold and i just wanna sleep. so Joanne gave me a new nickname which is snorlex or whatever it is.she says its a character from Pokemon which likes to sleep like me.haha.i kinda agree with her laaa.not a bad name afterall i guess?=/.as usual we just crap around and some form1 wannabes just say something bout steph.what was it yea something like kiap or whatever it is .aiks people like em just don't grow up .they will just be like that for the rest or their lives, no offense to anyone but i'm just saying what i've saw.thats all i don't think that is a wrong thing to do right?

still i wanna say this due to all the drama i've been watching lately i'm so freaking addicted to fei lun hai?or Fahrenheit?something like.woot they are good in dramas ,haha and i've gotta start controlling exams around the corner and i haven started studying my geo and history.haihz.life's so sad always having exams.oh well i'm just hopping exams gonna end soon and i can start watching my drama's again.oh right and i've decided to change my background some people said it was so emo and bla bla bla.i'm gonna say it once again I"M NOT EMO.haha so enjoy my new background.

they are the boy band i'm lately into not bad right?xD

woot not forgetting BACKSTREET BOYS.

and and and....not forgetting

emo guys are HOT.

signing off for now.x

Chery
&you have gone forever from me.

friends or enemies ?

2007-09-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt alone though you're with a bunch of peoples and its like no ones there its just you yourself.well the truth is I've , it sucks i promised myself to never fell that way anymore because it just hurts too much.i realize this year wasn't a good year for me and all of em's.A lot of stuff have happened .20% good and 80% bad.x]i don't regret know all of them and we've all gone through the thick and thin together though we don't know each other for a long time.But later on, something happen between us.they broke up, then everything changed, after all its not all of his fault .he doesn't want that but because of his lack of good attitude thats why.blaming and believing what other says had hurt me deeply because i've never expected those words would come out from him mouth.not only that some other things had happen too which is worst.hah.maybe this is life we have to go through the thick and the think again and again. from the very beginning it was a game , till today it still is.

after all this had happen, i've finally realize what i've done and it was bad.i've became someone I'm not and thats just not me , that girl was rebellious and bitchy.i hated her but i've no choice .From the very beginning i shouldn't have chosen her to be me but now when i realize everything had change.i want it back like how it was but it just won't happen the way i want it to be.if whoever of 'em read this post i just want you to know that i don't hope you will forgive me over what i've done i just want you to know i've change.more that you've expected, no matter what you've said bout me or whatever so, i don't mind anymore because i have a better life to live then wasting my time convincing you that i wasn't the one who had done that .it has ended , and its time to move on you can't just stuck there for the rest of your life right?if you had too, then you're just hurting yourself,once you've decided to let go don't turn back and wanting it to be like how it was anymore because it won't be the same,people change within months and years and when you think you know that person you DON'T understand a single shit bout em's. i believe whoever who is read this will understand what i mean.

signing off for now.x

Chery.

我想留下這樣你永遠的，但有一件事我希望你們知道，我不愛你了。
(i want to stay this way with you forever but i don't love you anymore.)

love is blind.

2007-09-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

Well, surprisingly they broke up on Monday night?1.16 am .hah. LOL.sigh love is sad.when she choose to be with him, she should know that someday she will get hurt.lately, i'm addicted to some dramas , one of em's is called zhong ji yi jia. there's nothing much lately felt sick thats all, hmm..i wonder, how good if there were someone worrying bout you all the time and love you more than you love yourself.bahh chery chery chery dream on.i'm just crapping lol.

so here's the synopsis of the story.enjoy

Synopsis

Beside our own space and time, there are twelve other dimensions exist side by side with Mojie, a dimension where evil resides. And this story began in the Gold dimension where Da Dong and his gang lived and fought the dark forces from Mojie. After the gang lost all their powers in the last battle, Xiu travelled to other dimensions to find Da Dong's alternate self. His search led him to a boy named Xia Tian in the Iron dimension. The boy's incredible power is sealed away by a Fenglongtie on his neck. If he could harness the boy's power, the boy can save all the worlds from falling into the hands of Mojie.

signing off.x

我的夢想，你我的夢想，如果時間可以停止，我想它會為外部

i love you more that you know.
Chery

Last Night On Earth

2007-09-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

It's the last night on earth
Before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was
Never on our side

There's no such thing
As a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day
I prayed for you a thousand times

It's never enough
No matter how many times
I try to tell you this is love

If tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
And if tomorrow falls asleep
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth

A penny for your thoughts
A picture so it'll last
That cycle down the roads of immortality
Your fingers on my skin
Only you can hear my fear
Only you can help me heal
I see forever with you here

It's never enough
No matter how many miles stand between us
This is love

If tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
And if tomorrow falls asleep
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth

It's never enough, no
It's never enough
It's never enough

The afterglow
And the bright sunlight
The shadows fall
Will you still be mine?
Will you still be mine?
Will you still be mine?
I ask

If tomorrow never comes
I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
(And if tomorrow falls asleep)
'Til the day I die
Can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like
It's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth
It's the last night on earth
It's never enough

lepaking.

2007-09-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday, gurney as usual.woke up early thanks to farhan called me and asked me whether i'm going anywhere .then i thought of going to gurney all of the sudden so i went.as usual went with pat met up with nikki,sheau hau, and xue min? yeps and some other peoples.LOL.watched hairspray it was okay.not bad actually kinda funny and THEY USE SO EFFIN MUCH HAIRSPRAY LIKE ITS FOC.tsktsktsk. haha.vained a little and thats all i guess.afterall i didn't met HIM.oh god. hmm...thats all for now i think?x]

today, woke up early and watched tv then eat then sleep.BORING DAY.later on my dad didn't tell me that he is planing to go to queens so i just wore shorts and a tee.gosh.woot and and i love the shirt from MNG but dad's says he is gonna buy for me the next time.ish.sad.

signing off for now.x

you know you love me
Chery.

What is Love?

2007-09-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Many people believe love is a sensation that magically generates when Mr. or Ms. Right appears. No wonder so many people are single. ?Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe.

"whenever i think of you my tears flows ,
i wonder why i love you ,
i wonder why loving somebody is so hard?
i wonder could this last forever ,
me and you holding hands side by side
forever and ever.
baby you are my forever love."

signing off.x

you know you love me ,
Chery